January 2010
“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving...”
– Walt Disney
“when you don’t have love, it is like there’s a party going on and...”
It's Raining.
Right now I hear the raindrops slamming against my window but its quiet here in my room. Nothing but the sound of my breathing and the roar of thunder that breaks the silence every now and then. Wind accompanies it every now and then, taking away what little noise I have to keep me company. I wish you were here to keep me company when the rain is gone. Even when its here I want you near me. To...
For Mom&Dad
i remember all you did for me
when i was young and small
there were monsters my closet, i was three
and you scared away them all
i was the pickiest child
one glass of milk and water each night
but you didn’t even argue with me
because you always believed i was right
you stood by me when i was wrong
you were always by my side
and want you there
for the rest of my life
the things...
My Cousin Cracks Me Upppp x] →
Maybe;
Maybe, just maybe tonight will be different. Tonight I just might have this wonderful dream of me & you, but lately, its been my wildest dream being interrupted by my worst nightmare. Me&You together is my wildest dream and YouMe is my worst nightmare. Lord, let me dream big tonight :)
No Fair :(
I was so sure you were supposed to fall in love with me, not the other way around…
You Did It Again.
I don’t understand how you do it. Its amazing how the little things you do can make me fall again. When I tell my friends about the things you do, I notice that the way I’m feeling at that moment is a level of happiness that only I can understand. The funniest things that you do, don’t seem funny to other people at all. The things that brighten my darkest days, don’t change...
SCHOOL.
i hate when teachers give you all this crap to study and then when the test comes along, none of the crap that was on the handouts, is on the dam test…EFF CHEMISTRY
“You can walk out of my life, just don’t keep walking back in, you’re...”
– Rebecca Lewis
Life is Never Fair
I grew up in a town isolated from life
with the two “perfect” parents, a husband and wife
they did what they could
i love all that they do
but i gotta go somewhere else
where i can be free too
life isn’t bad with being grounded, no curfew
but i wonder what it would be like to step into your shoes
you have all you want
i can see it in your face
though all i can sense on...
Lie To Me again
&& I will cut you.
For You & Me
I want to wake up with the rain. To go where the flower patch grows knee high. To be able to talk to you and slouch. Here is a list of 12 things I wish me & you could do together, but know we never will. Not unless there’s change, but you know, people don’t change.
1. Kiss in the rain
2. Run in a field
3. Watch the sunset
4. Swim in the ocean
5. Cuddle when its cold outside
...
“If you’re not the one, then why does my soul feel glad, today? If...”
– Daniel Bedingfield
Its Broken.
So today I was thinking. I came to realize that I don’t like you because of what you’re reputation precedes you as, but because of the little things you used to do for me and say to me. It was the dumbest things that made me laugh and the weirdest comments that made even my darkest days seem bright. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve haven’t tried to get your...
Experience Death.
The way I see it, is that we experience death every night. We let our minds become in control when we are about to go to sleep and we allow it to drift us off into this alternate world where we have no control over anything that happens there. Like death, we have no control over when it happens, we simply give up trying to stay alive because it causes to much exhaustion that we believe it would...
“S[he] be[lie]ve[d]”
“We go walking down the aisle, then you look at me and smile, my alarm clock...”
– The Orian Experience
You Look Great Wearing Love.
You’ve been in available for quite some time but I remember the way you looked; The way she made you happy, when you two were a “thing” earlier this year. You looked good in your clothes, and everything you did made me notice you, but the one thing that I noticed is that you looked great wearing something. Something that no one can buy in a store, to me, you looked great in love...
Trapped.
Far away, I feel your beating heart. All alone beneath the crystal stars. I’m staring into space, what a lonely place. I try to find my place with you….These are the words of The Afters. This made me think of all the days I missed talking to you. All the days that I thought about it, but decided it was best if I wasn’t sucked in again. I decided it was time to move on. Decided...
“You don’t understand. I don’t want coins, I WANT CHANGE.”
– Unknown
My Hero. (i reposted this from a long time ago)
there is someone out there for me, and i’m going to find him. he is tall, mildly handsome, very nice, very smart, and can make me happy and love me without getting physical. you know him? let me freshen your memory, or teach you a little more about this man in case you are unfamiliar with him. he is the one that will stand up for me and will make me feel loved all the time without getting...
Surprise Surprise.
I am astounded that for the first time this whole school year, I saw you and I didn’t feel the need to hide my smile. I didn’t feel the need to watch what I said as I walked passed you, and I controlled the butterflies in my stomach to where it was a small fluster. Every time I see you I must admit I think you’re cute and that song always plays in my head when I see you, but its...
A New Year-->A Fresh Start
Forget about everything that anyone as ever done to you in the past. Forget about the anger you feel about the stupid shet and forget about all the sadness that has brought you to those dark days where you want to be isolated from everything and everyone who is close to you. Forget about the person who broke your heart, the person who pushed you away, or that one dumb mistake that eats away at you...