December 2009
Christmas.
What do you want for Christmas? THATS ALL WE HERE during this time of year, and I’m sick of it. My friends are more important to me than the gifts that I get and its about showing how much you appreciate what you have, and I could care less if I got a gift from any one of my friends. Just to know that I gave them something that made them happy is enough for me. I would rather give my friends...
Find Your Passion.
I noticed that I haven’t been writing as many poems or short stories or continuing on my book lately, simply because I haven’t been ‘in the mood’ to do so. I was wondering, as I was sitting here, WHY IS THAT? So as I was sitting here, in my room, I thought that the only reason I felt the need to write, was to vent. Sure I could write a poem right now no problem, but unless...
Lastly.
You make me hurt, you scar me every day, and you make the butterflies in my stomach turn into giant birds looking for a way out. You make me sick. You wear a mask that hides the real you and you are sort of gorgeous but you disgust me. I see everything I need in you yet, you let on all the things you know I want, but can never have. I wear a mask of lies covering the truth that lies beneath my...
I Would Know, but they are just ROTTEN APPLES.
There are some things in this world that you can’t control. This just wasn’t the right person for you and I am truly sorry that I didn’t tell you sooner. I knew all along, but I didn’t want to let him break your heart because it was already so fragile. I thought that one more hit was all you could take before you broke down. And I was right. But think about it, this is the...
You Ask Me.
Why would I want to tease myself knowing that the thing I want the most is right in front of me and I can’t have it? And I told you because while your with that person, nothing else in the world matters. Just knowing that they are safe and alive is enough. Although they aren’t yours, they are healthy and living and thats the best they can do for you at that moment, and you won’t...
Love. (Part II)
everyone needs to be inspired by something out of the ordinary to get their imaginations running wild. everyone needs to know that they can be creative without being judged because without the sparks and the fireworks that makes this world remain colorful, we would live in a dull, grey place. everyone needs a song that they can relate to, and a song that speaks to them and inspires them to be...
Love.
love is a disease. its something that is there and that wont ever go away. love is something that you cant control, but you like it even if you wont admit it. love is unconditional. love is perfect when the people involved are. love is something that you cant get rid of and you couldnt be more happy. even if it makes you miserable at times.
I Apologize.
i know you think that it could happen. but i am telling you that it wont. there are some things in this world that are never meant to be, and this thing, me and him, is one of those things. we dont like the same things, we fight half the time, sure we have a good laugh every now and then, but we dont connect, him and i. you liked him first, and you liked him only, cause i dont like him the way you...
Write a Love Song
everywhere i look
people are being hurt
broken up with
and dissapointed.
the next time you feel
like something is wrong
pick up your pen
and write a love song.
scribble some words
on that blank sheet of paper
if you don’t finish it now
then finish it later
write what you feel
who cares if it rhymes?
when someone you care about hurts you the most
don’t give them your...
12.4.09
So today was one of the best days :) i dont know why but i didnt get irritated once. im finally getting what we’re learning in chemistry and geometry, plus weight training was really relaxing. All my friends made me laugh today and it just seemed like everyone was happy. no one looked at me funny on the bus and i got ice cream and whip cream for dinner. i dont know about you, but winter is...
“I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in...”
– Casting Crowns
“But you came along
and gave me hope
something you shouldn’t let loose...”
– Rebecca Lewis